(Verse 1)
its starts with one, but its never enough
suppose to be fun, then it starts to get rough
fuckin headaches, chills now I'm going for 2
big smile on my face, licking the silver spoon
i want that residue, the euphoric rush
flush the toilet, so no one can hear me throw up
cause i had to much,
want the double scoop, imma fuckin junky
loosing all my friends, an they say I'm acting funky
cant trust me, around their young
all cause im a bad in-flu-ence
so sorry
i have a fucking addiction
why dont you fucking help me
instead of giving me distance
but its not my fault for the way that i am
(Chorus )
the reflection in the mirror, tells no lies
reflects who you truly are, on the out side
but it hard to recognize, the demon that resides
on the inside, in your mind, telling you to lie
commit a homicide, or maybe suicide
what ever it takes to get that nectar inside
needle in the arm, even in the eye
addiction is crazy, its a hell of a ride
(Verse 2)
stealing from friends, my family dont trust me
everybody turn their heads, when they see me coming
blood shot eyes, sleep deprived for days
cant remember anything, memory is a haze
i tried getting help, tried to get clean
only got addicted to every other thing
relapse
back on the smack
can everyone get off my ass, an fuckin relax
look at me, imma total wreck
i use to be strong, now im just a mess
rocking in the corner, clenching a fist
fiending for my fix, for just a lil chip
hallucinating, my heart beats racing
if anybody got a cure, then please come save me
i need your guidance, to get me outta this hole
redeem my soul, an be broke no more
Chorus X2)
the reflection in the mirror, tells no lies
reflects who you truly are, on the out side
but it hard to recognize, the demon that resides
on the inside, in your mind, telling you to lie
commit a homicide, or maybe suicide
what ever it takes to get that nectar inside
needle in the arm, even in the eye
addiction is crazy, its a hell of a ride
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