DJ Cyberfish The Final Breakdown

This is it my friends. I am officially retiring from DJing and performing. I just don't have what it takes to commit to the lifestyle, nor do I have the fire I had inside of inspiration. Maybe someday it will return, but it took a miracle to find it the last time I lost it. I won't put out un-inspired music. I will leave that to the pop stars and modern day "rappers" to do. This mix is an expression of deep sadness mixed with a dark brooding sense that looms throughout. Its a downtempo mix without any of the abrasive brostep style sounds expected from something of mine. Very laid back and easy to let the mind drift with. For me is a voice of sadness and regret at the loss of the most dear thing in my life... my muse. Thank you to all my fans and friends who supported me over the last 27 years of my music voyage. Thank you for understanding my refusal to take money for playing and my refusal to make it mainstream and lose absolute creativity. I love you all, and you lit up my world every time you came to a show and poured your souls out on the floor dancing and releasing the energy (both good and bad) inot the universe. I will still make appearances here and there to say hello and hear the new sonds that come around. I just hope you all were moved or influenced in some positive way by the music I crafted together for us all. I hope it continues to help you push through the times when you need a boost in spirit or a boost in self confidence. I must go on a journey myself now and try to find happiness and meaning and purpose again as my life has handed me yet another blow to the soul. Be good to yourselves and be good to each other.