Fixing Myself

Verse 1:
I kept my heart behind a wall, so high
Thought I was strong, but all I did was lie
To myself, to you, I never let you in
Now I’m standing here, lost in what could’ve been

You gave your all, but I just stayed in place
Fearing the truth, I never showed my face
Now I’m left with words I never said
Trying to fix the mess inside my head
Chorus:
'Cause you’re my one, my only, my heart’s true light
The only one who ever made it right
But I let it slip, I let it fall apart
Now I’m piecing back the pieces of my broken heart
If I could just fix myself, I’d find a way
To bring back love, to make you want to stay
I know it’s on me, and I’m fighting through
I’ll fix myself… for me and you
Verse 2:
I see your face in every dream I chase
But the silence speaks louder than our days of grace
I was afraid to show the pain I hide
Now it’s too late to hold you by my side

But I’m not giving up, I’m not letting go
I’ll face the storm, let my weakness show
Maybe there's a chance, maybe one last spark
If I open up, it won’t be too dark
Chorus:
'Cause you’re my one, my only, my heart’s true light
The only one who ever made it right
But I let it slip, I let it fall apart
Now I’m piecing back the pieces of my broken heart
If I could just fix myself, I’d find a way
To bring back love, to make you want to stay
I know it’s on me, and I’m fighting through
I’ll fix myself… for me and you
Bridge:
I’ve been holding on to this pain too long
But now I see where I went wrong
I’ll be the man you always dreamed I’d be
And maybe then, you’ll come back to me
Chorus:
'Cause you’re my one, my only, my heart’s true light
The only one who ever made it right
But I let it slip, I let it fall apart
Now I’m piecing back the pieces of my broken heart
If I could just fix myself, I’d find a way
To bring back love, to make you want to stay
I know it’s on me, and I’m fighting through
I’ll fix myself… for me and you
Outro:
I’ll fix myself…
For me and you…